It's planning time. Time to set the rhythm, routine and tasks down so we can start up again anew. Time to refresh and get excited. Part of me feels like it is time to panic! This will be our 21st year homeschooling. Twenty-one years is longer than I have done anything else in my life consistently. Our Waldorf lifestyle completes me and yet even after all the years, I am still not totally confident that I will pull it all off this year.
I am thinking it also comes from being over 40 and having that wisdom of mortality. I've experienced so much heavy stuff over the years and that's where my demons come from. I know my littles are not so little anymore. My older girls have college, boyfriends, lives where I am now a sounding board and consultant. It is good. Really good! But still......
There is still so much I want to teach, to show and to model for them. Yet it is like a giant buffet, one can not eat everything that there is. It all looks so yummy; yet we must pick and choose carefully.
This year Thayne will be 1st, Lydia 7th and Quayde is continuing on with High School. I am reviewing and renewing. Waldorf requires more of me than other curriculum. It is a good requirement, that brings in both soul and spirit. I know this method works. My older children model its success everyday. I still worry about failing, that's the human nature part that keeps us striving to be better. So we sing together, play together and create together..... the learning is the delicious dessert.
Here is to a new fabulous, magical school year!